On my new resolution

Guess what? I stopped smoking. No, I mean SMOKING. Talking about numbness and apathy I find my new self a lot more adequate. So...That's it, a (green) leaf turned. I keep my dreadlocks though! I am finding it easy. I am convinced this will open some new gate in my bored up, near-psychotic (at times), confused self. It's been three days...Solid though. The new me emerges...hide your shit, guys because I can see everything....or at least a lot more. Being psychic from birth I have summed it up: Psychosis is a twisted psychic perception. I have been in a few asylums in my life and the game is clear: God took away some mind (that of mentally ill folks) but has granted them psychism in return. It takes some adjusting but once the healthy lifestyle is b rought, the mind shows hidden skills. A theory...mine. Though "smoked up" perceptions are colourful, powerful, out of this world, the threads of consciousness thus formed are thin and have little impact on "the world". A balance. Imagine a cable or a pipe that shrinks but then permits faster, stronger flow though becoming thinner, more intense as it gets more "matter" pumping. I believe Life gives one when it takes one, you know the drill: nothing can be created, stuff just changes and manifests in a mathematical-logical creation of "fairness". I am a christian, I believe that all is Divine, or perfect...not so stupid to think of a fair, self-adjusting world that centers around Life, which means HEALTH. Call me a daydreamer if you will...I have seen some really snapshots of Christ taken in my kitchen. No, I am joking! I am every bit ready; LET THE WORLD UNRAVEL, I AM SOLID ON MY LEGS, GUYS! Mind stuff requires practice. The more psychic the more discipline needed: Meditation, Reiki, burning of incense and general opening up to higher realm is a way of life. It is a dedication to your-self. Pipes wide opens one needs to hold them strongly as mind is all. "In the province there are no limitations". A brain "sees" and then prompts behaviour based on the sighting, the perceived. If the brain has been badly "programmed" the defects will cloud the actions and therefore reciprocate, feed, provoke un-helpful stuff. How do you get out of this? Well, you just dedicate yourself to a life where the bad stuff is progressivelly shipped out. Love your life, the right stuff calls more positive in and the dedication to your life. Discipline brings knowledge, right? so, that's it...me and a clear head on. No, thank you, not even a small puff, man !